i dont know...

i want to get out of this hole.
me and dreamboy are now only friends.
but thats good enough, i guess.
fkldsjgkldsf.
i still have this sense of hope that we could work out.
but then again, im hopeful about everything.
im the most disturbed, sad, sick optimist ive ever met.
i tell myself that all will be well, and it usually goes nicely.
but with crazy, painful consequences

BUT no one cares so it doesnt matter.
i give up on the human race.
i have absolutely no faith in humanity because in the end, its every man for themselves.
promises get broken.

xoxo
soooooup.